Kate in the photostudio.....

Some pics taken by friends of Kate. A bit enhanced by me. You can really see how much she loves modeling ;-)

Magical Dior pour Homme

The notes

Top       : Lavender, Sage, Cardamom
Heart    : Iris, Cacao, Amber
Base      : Vetiver, Patchouli, Leather

Every time I get seduced to leave my house with the fragrance of Dior on me. Every time it makes me feel alive and self loved, an invisible shield of wonderful emotions to carry, places to see, food to taste, things to do, experiences to experience, the world to conquer without a battle to win, for now Dior is my favourite!

Happy birthday Kate

Today Kate had her first birthday with me, but what to do about the distance and not being able to party IRL? While we were talking on the net I had a small idea. I told Kate to wait for 15 minutes because I had some urgent thing to attend to. So I rushed out of the room found my shoes, run into the kitchen checking on the candles that I still had somewhere in a drawer, it turned out that I had sufficient quantity to decorate a cake. I took my wallet and rushed out of the door to run to the bakery that is a few blocks away. When I came back the cam shut down due to me screensaver. I fired it up again and asked Kate to be ready. A few minutes later I came into the room with this beautiful small "Breton Cake with krieken" what means something like traditional cake from Bretange with cherries. I blew out the candles for her, and unfortenatly ate the whole cake. That was a big punishment for me ;-) So Kate a happy and beautiful birthay. You know my present that I gave you virtually and partly to you, the rest of the present will be continuated when we will meet. I love you!

A gift that Kate send me...

This is a japanese commercial about the jeans brand "Bobson".
The words that are spoken are very beautiful and poetic, therefor Kate send them to me:

"Running away from you"
"So that you will get closer to me"
"Walking in front of you"
"So that you know to put me ahead"

Kate has her birthday......

Never be mine by Kate

November 6, 2006

I just watched the movie "The Lake House" yesterday
and I cried.

"How come two hearts so open, two tastes so similar and two feelings so alike can't be together."

It has a happy ending in the movie,
just like those typical American ones.

But you are not there.

I am , I won't deny, always a dreamer.

People always think I jump too far, but i am always proud to be one.

but now, even me myslef , oh no, look I did it again, sorry, its mysElf,

even I have the doubts to myself now.

You are so wonderful.

who will notice that I always spell "-self " wrong, always mess up with the l and e orders

who will play my songs over and over again when midnight and remember every single words in it

who will even dance to the soft folk songs i wrote

who will sing "Olive - You are not alone" with me

who will...

People asked me how could I wrote those songs, which are so sensitive.

I would just say i watched a touching movie.

but no.

It is for you, they are sensitive because of you, because you made me so.

But you are not there.

you are not there....

you are not there....

you are not there.....

You will never be here.

Ashley you are, 200%, so damn right.

I should make choices.

You have your own problems to deal with.

Youre not letting me in.

I got my own life to live as well.

I am not available for you all the time.

and you said "Don't neglect what you have to do, coz its important."

Yes you are right.

You are right from the start.

I couldnt change anything.

I couldn't make you forget about her.

I couldnt become 27.

Heart attack, I am not afraid of those

If I'm still in joking mood,

I would tell you that I'm willing to give up sashimi just for you.

I really want to hate you.

It is always Kate Bush "Never be mine" playing all night.